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Trains, Ducks & Starbucks Feeling: relaxed and happy The train ride was fun.. i found my way to the station just fine. ugh. i'm LOVING it here (see previous entry to understand what i mean about HERE). I think this was the best thing i've done for myself lately.. i'm having such an amazing time!
Right now though, my friend isn't home.. she had to run out for a little so i'm using her computer for entertainment.
Something's been kind of bothering me. Before i left SF yesterday, i got a message from Y asking me if i wanted to go to lunch with him (i guess he was considering driving up). I told him i was actually on my way out of town, i'd take a raincheck. Last night, I checked my phone and saw that i had a missed call from him. I called him back and he said he was just calling to see if i had made it to M. Hi|| alright. I thought that was so sweet. Which is where my problem (or whatever you want to call it) comes in to play. I feel confused. Wait. First, I'm stressed out that he's worried about me. I think it's absolutely sweet but i dont want him to worry about me. I feel like he just worries because he's in the habit of worrying. I dont want him to feel like he has to worry about me anymore. It's not about my pride. It really is about the fact that 1. he shouldn't be worrying about me because he's not my BF anymore and 2. i dont want him worrying or stressing over things he doesnt need to be worried over.
i better go before my dial-up disconnects me.
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