oxymoronic
01.05.05 - 12:01 p.m.

Feeling: reminiscent
Listening: nada
Quote:

ethan: you know... if you take notes over what you just told me about your new years adventure.. you spoke to half of san diego
ethan: the sketchy part of it of course
hamakosan: LOL yeah
hamakosan: i certainly was adventurous
hamakosan: and bold
hamakosan: and out of my fuqing mind
ethan: i'm just glad you're alright
hamakosan: i'm not alright though.. that's the thing
ethan: you'll have some crazy stories to tell your kids one day..
hamakosan: i mean, sure i'm alive
hamakosan: but emotionally.. not ok
ethan: don't beat yourself up over it case... it was a long chain of unfortunate events
ethan: but you're home, safe... i think you need to just be grateful for that
ethan: it could have ended a lot differently
hamakosan: yeah
hamakosan: i realized one thing this weekend though
hamakosan: i'm finally ready
hamakosan: i think
ethan: for what?
hamakosan: well, partially
hamakosan: to be with someone
hamakosan: i mean..
hamakosan: i want someone now
hamakosan: i want someone around
ethan: i hear you
hamakosan: i dont want to be alone anymore
hamakosan: even if it's just a close friend
hamakosan: but yeah, i want someone who cares
hamakosan: and worries about me
hamakosan: and checks up on me
hamakosan: someone i can call at 3am be like "hey, i'm scared and i'm stuck"
hamakosan: and no matter what, he'd be like.. i'll be there first thing
ethan: you can give a guy a heart attack how much he has to worry about you
hamakosan: LOL i know, huh
ethan: would be worth it
hamakosan: am i though? or am i just.. insane
ethan: insanely wonderful case

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