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the usual listy deal Feeling: rushed ok i have a lot to say and only 10 minutes to type it all in before i have to leave for work. so here's a listy thingy.. and yes, that's the scientific term. listy thingy. 1. i think i'm gonna go to boston no matter what. i mean, i've always wanted to go, i should. 2. i DID talk to Ethe last night..and he seemed really surprised that i'd think he didnt want me to go. he told me not to change the ticket and that he still wanted me to go. 3. i'm REALLY confused but i think i should go no matter what. like even if he says he doesnt want me to go.. i should go and spend the week alone. enjoy myself. i need a break anyway. 4. ronny's being a little weird again. he changed his schedule this week so that he'd work the same times as i did. he keeps making comments about how i look "hey you look really cute today.. i love those earrings" it's SUPER nice and flattering that someone notices but i dunno, it's just.. uncomfortable. especially from him. i don't know how to deal with it. i can't wait to be gone for a week. 5. I MISS MY CELL PHONE! ugh. 6. work has been sucking. we got a new manager and she's just.. way too sarcastic and condescending. everyone's quitting. my friend and manager, Courtney.. is leaving. his last day is the day i leave for Boston. He's moving to Georgia and promises to stay in touch.. but ugh. i know i shouldnt care about this so much.. this job is SO nothing. but it sucks when you have to WORK somewhere you despise. 7. I was in the breakroom and someone was complaining about how things suck around the store now.. he said "man, i need a hobby that makes money." and... i just suddenly felt EXTREMELY lucky and happy. i mean, i have that. i have a hobby that i LOVE and that makes money and.. you know, i can't ever complain about that. i hope i never do. 8. it's weird. i mean, i still have a lot that i physically want to work on, body-wise.. but like, i HAVE been feeling a lot better about the way i look and just, having a better attitude about things for a while now. I've noticed i've gotten hit on a lot more lately too.. which has been flattering and no doubt boosted the self-esteem a bit. something creepy happened yesterday though.. this dude at work kept staring at me. so i asked him if he needed help finding anything. he said no thanks, he was fine.. and then he TOUCHED ME! i was so freaked out i just walked away .. i didnt really know how to react to that. it was weird. um and did i mention creepy? 9. the BIGGEST NEWS that i've been dyinnnnng to talk about. we JUST got scarves in at work. oh. my. god. you have NO IDEA what this MEANS!!! hehe i was chatting with courtney and said something like "dude, you don't even understand. i LOVE scarves." and he said "you know, i can see that. i can totally see you being a scarf girl." whihc just makes me wonder.. is that bad? he said it was't bad.. but i mean.. does that mean i'm.. eclectic? cold-destined? what does it mean??? 10. i can't wait for boston!
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