Put Your Mind to it
Thurs. 02.12.04 - 1:04 p.m.

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blahhh i was looking for a file on my computer and somehow clicked into a wrong folder.. and ended up finding a folder with ethan's name on it.

blahh i hate how even the littlest things related to him bring memories flooding back.

when am i gonna be able to flush him out of my mind?

For some reason i'm reminded of something he told me once.. "your mind is a powerful thing. if you really wanted to forget about it, you'd just push your troubled thoughts out and not think about it."

Maybe in a way i don't WANT to forget about him.. because if i do.. ehh i can't get into this, it hurts too much.

forget it, i'm over it. this is me shutting up.

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