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reassurance
Tues. 08.03.04 - 11:37 a.m.

Feeling: calm, busy
Listening: She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
Quote: "It's not always rainbows and butterflies.." -Maroon 5

I hate it that i let my hurt immediately turn into anger often. i dont like being angry. i don't like fighting. who does though, i suppose.

things.. i feel like they're still up in the air but not in such a bad way. like, we both know what the other needs.. and space is crucial to that right now i guess. and i'm actually at a point where i'm not threatened by it. that's such an amazing step for me, considering the way i grew up.

I've always been someone who needed reassurance. In everything. It can be difficult to be in a situation that's in limbo when you're that kind of person. All i want to do is run and hide.

I found this song yesterday that i immediately fell in love with.. by Maroon 5.. "She Will Be Loved." I think it was written just for me.


Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else


I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want


I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all

Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Don't try so hard to say goodbye


 

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