goodbye
Sat. 03.13.04 - 1:01 p.m.

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Well that's the end of that.

Ethe and I have been talking since yesterday. We tried to figure out a way to be friends as we both just seem to be miserable without one another.

Some things aren't meant to be fixed, though.

Although we didn't offically say our goodbyes, i think it was a goodbye nonetheless. I can't help but feel sad it didn't work out. We were very close and i cared about him tremendously. Right now I feel.. numb.

How funny that exactly 4 months ago to the day, is when we met. What's even funnier is i wanted him to be in my life no matter what. Even just as a friend. I would have fought for that. i DID fight for that. It hurts not having him around.

So much for that.

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