This is Me Not Thinking About It
Wed. 02.11.04 - 7:53 p.m.

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hamakosan: i just got hit on!!! in the parking lot!!! and danyo was there!!
jim: hehe ok
hamakosan: seriously
jim: so shouldnt u be out on a date now or something hehehh
hamakosan: heheh shut up
hamakosan: i'm freaked out now
hamakosan: i gave him my phone number.. i don't know how i feel about that
hamakosan: i told myself i wasn't gonna even THINK about any of this stuff for the next 6 months
jim: did u give it cuz u wanted to or because u couldnt say no
hamakosan: hmm cuz i wanted to. good question though
hamakosan: but really, cuz i wanted to
hamakosan: i was really flattered.. though again, i'm not sure i'm ready for anything
hamakosan: but i've seen this guy over the past few years.. he always says hi to me
hamakosan: tries to make small talk.. but i always used to run away. hehe
jim: so i ask again jim: so shouldnt u be out on a date now or something hehehh
hamakosan: haha
hamakosan: i told him i'm busy the nex few nights
hamakosan: told him maybe this weekend
jim: u shoulda taken a pic to last longer
hamakosan: hehe ok i'm brain dead at the moment. pic of what
jim: the incident in the parking lot
hamakosan: hehe dude it was so awkward
hamakosan: i didn't know how to react
hamakosan: and i wasn't wearing a damn bra. Fuq
hamakosan: so all i could think about was dammit it's fuqing cold out here
jim: what kinda hippie r u
hamakosan: lol i was in my pajamas!! and i only ran downstairs to grab boxes.. and danyo was helping, but when we got to the car, we forgot the key, so he ran up to get it.. that's when apartment guy came over and talked to me
jim: how u gonna walk to a car and not bring keys
hamakosan: haha i thought he brought it. he thought i did
hamakosan: that's beside the point!!!
hamakosan: hehe when he came back, the guy and i were standing next to his car and i just felt awkward and felt bad danyo had to be there to see it
hamakosan: though i'm sure he didn't really care
hamakosan: but he never made a comment about it.. so i dunno
jim: homicide investigators will be on the scene later tonight
hamakosan: lol
jim: and u will be implemented
jim: as an accomplice
hamakosan: hehehe
hamakosan: i did nothing!
hamakosan: i was just picking lint off my pants, minding my own business
jim: no bra, forgot keys? sounds like a setup to me
hamakosan: LOL
hamakosan: no comment
hamakosan: hehe
jim: plus who the hell gets in their pjs at 6pm
hamakosan: lol i was in a dress and heels ALL DAY.. i wanted to just kick back in some comfy clothes and work on packing and stuff
jim: ok i got a task for u. draw me a comic strip recount of wat happened in paint or ps
hamakosan: hahha
hamakosan: i am NOT drawing a diagram of an awkward situation. hehe
hamakosan: i can't think. hehe i need a drink or something
hamakosan: i can't think about this anymore. my head hurts
hamakosan: i feel anxious. blah
jim: ure letting this bother u way too much
hamakosan: yeah i know
hamakosan: it's just.. i dunno, this is .. ehh i guess not. yeah you're right. i'm not gonna even think about it.
[ten minutes later..]
jim: ure still thinking bout it huh
hamakosan: lol no i went to take a shower
hamakosan: i CAN block things out when i want, you know
jim: heehe ok
hamakosan: fuq ok i was thinking about it in the shower

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