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"Stronger than Yesterday" Feeling: My morning is NOT going well. The ex is here today helping me clean up the apartment.
That should say it all, i think.
He basically However, the ex has succeeded yet again in making me see that he's really just a jerk when it comes to his dealings and feelings towards me. A while back we had a talk about all the furniture that we owned and bought together. He said (and i agreed) that we would sell everything, and split the money. TODAY he's trying to back out on all that. He said that i don't deserve it. That i haven't had a full-time job for a while, that all along he's ALWAYS made more money than me even when i was working at the help desk. Well i have this to say: WELCOME TO FREAKING AMERICA! Men will ALWAYS get paid more than women. If you want to keep a tab though, maybe i should give you my bill for washing your laundry, cooking your meals and the countless other things that i've done for your ungrateful behind the past 4 years. AND! if you will recall, the whole reason i HAVEN'T had a full-time job for a while is because YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO! That's not a legitimate argument, you arse. If you give your word to someone, then you better damn well stick to it. We had a deal, don't try to back out on it now. I'm sure your stupid little buddies are giving you advice on the matter. Telling you how i must NEED you and i'm USING you. Well they can just go to hell. It was YOU and I in this relationship- NO ONE ELSE. You should know me better than that. I'm NOT a user so don't even try to play that card. You say you don't like me. I don't like you either. Get it through your head that the sooner you quit wasting time and making this harder for me, the sooner i will be out of your life.
I was so upset over the argument, i left the apartment for a while. When i got to my car i sat there for 15 minutes just crying my eyes out. During this whole ordeal, i have to admit... i started thinking about just going back to hawaii.
I'm not letting him (or anyone else) push me around like that. I refuse to be that person anymore. I'm better than that.
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